Sometimes...

Sometimes I feel alone and lonely
I behave like a loser if only
I could restart my life and be new
I love my wife and stare at her view

Sometimes things go bad
My heart is feeling so sad
Throw a stone on this armed soldier
I died too old and faster

My life is this part of wind I don't deny
I am lost but still have the right to cry
Come to me and take me alone
Like a defeated king I lose may crown

Love is back it is more responsiblity
I take a ballad and remember my hostility
My pen is my sword with this city of tears
I am falling with the darkness of my fears

Jaafar Azizi.