By the way

I'll keep trying, even though it's so hard to be me
I've been waiting on this road and I felt lonely
I understood that this way's not worth to carry
With too much rain and not enough love for me
Could you ever realize all we should've been
I wonder if missing you is all I'll ever see
Or if you're going to wake up and find
That I stood by you all that time
While you were sleeping I was about to cry
When are you finally gonna open your eyes?