J'ai...

I had a profound and deeply hidden desire to love
To be loved would have been nice, but I couldn’t choose
So I only took the risk to let things happen
It turned out to be the most important moment of my life
Wether one admits it or not, everyone is looking for that sparkle in other’s eyes
And whatever one may think about what love is, we all want to truly know it
In general we all are the prisoner of some foolish greater design
At least love allows us a little inside paradise of our own

She did not end up being my love for ever, but still long enough
Enough for me to remember her always, in my heart
She unveiled the inner part of me, candidly, and made me discover myself
Few things reached my soul, she did and I’m proud of that much too short adventure

The shell disappeared, but the heart hardened itself
It’s sometimes hard to accept the truth, but god it’s good
It heals the soul, makes it ready for another walk
Even if they ain’t sure, doesn’t mean those ways don’t have to be taken
We all have friends, for sure, but there’s nothing like love
The connection is much more profound, almost, heaven-like
I found one soul mate, and even if I don’t know how, when or why
Can’t live without her being part of my life

She did not end up being my love for ever, but still long enough
Enough for me to remember her always, in my heart
She unveiled the inner part of me, candidly, and made me discover myself
Few things reached my soul, she did and I’m proud of that much too short adventure
I valued her love, her life, her past
One is made out of his experiences, some good some not
Trust is sometimes shaken, blurring any ulterior path
Uncertainty then becomes an unwelcomed mate

When faced with disappointment, one has many choices
Negation, denial, hatred – all failures
The true success is to acknowledge everything that happened
Makes one greater, worthier and stronger, willing to wait

Not willing for that soulmate to realize, but willing to live fully
Not awaiting anything special, apart from enjoying oneself living

She did not end up being my love for ever, but still long enough
Enough for me to remember her always, in my heart
She unveiled the inner part of me, candidly, and made me discover myself
Few things reached my soul, she did and I’m proud of that much too short adventure

I did truly deeply love her, I still love her but friendly, and will so, always
I do think one can friendly love, it’s as good as anything else, the most beautiful success
It’s not a pis-aller until the other comes back, it’s a new way together cause
When loves ain’t there, the only thing left is friendship, and there’s none better than with a soul mate

Hello, goodbye for now. Hi, forever