Death is a new start

I'm passing away bu tI don't want to die
Cause death is a new start to nowhere

Yeah, I was happy with my wife, I had a life with her
Now these blissful memories are my only life
I don't manage to forget what she brought me
It was so pure moments of satisfaction that I don't want the m to disappear

Sometimes, I wonder what really happened
I think I didn't do my duty, indeed I had promised
To protect her against all the dangers
But forgetfulness has caught her soul and broken my heart

I'm passing away bu tI don't want to die
Cause death is a new start to nowhere

The grief is huge, mainly when he runs into my veins as a damn liquid
It has filled up my body with a very strange impression
In fact, I believe, it's all my mind who's been compressed in a little bead
And it's gonna explode with an incredible pressure

I believe I'm passed away cause death
In its eternal hug, has now devastated the earth of my expectations

You know, it's so hard to bear this oppression
This oppression has often made me want to scream
Whe I scream, I lose my self-control
Cause pain is the strongest

I'm resigned and I want to reach you
Is it so bad?
Oh no, I finally will see you again
And I don't mind if they think I've become mad

Now that I'm in the beyond, facing you
I've no regrets of having crossed that line